I had a boy undress me once.
He sutured me up with his words,
clamped my mouth shut and
let my insecurities drip from my ears.
When he asked if something was wrong
I did not say
"How dare you wish to
press your lips with mine
when all you have to offer within
your heart are
dying comets and
unkempt gardens,” but kept
the knowledge that I had every right
to tear his heart open
like a surgeon
and place his tendons in cracked jars
on my windowsill.