To my future wife

4-27-15

To my future wife ;

We have so much to explore and conquer but before we make any certain promises to each other I must confess the following ;

I'm all about change for the better & adapting to survive and succeed. I will make you feel greater than your previous I am most definitely certain. Providing protection and making you sexually as well as mentally confident. Like everything however, there's also a "not so positive" side to this man. I have an enormous amount of dormant feelings that I never express due to lack of understanding & someone that I believe would understand my perspective if I took the time to truly explain these feelings.

As an adolescent I developed an authority issue with women and spent a great amount of time alone... This ever going circle of confusion has led me to many days & nights of crying in the shower & deep depression. If you happen to successfully fill this somewhat void I can't directly define, you will literally have my heart in the palm of your hand. I will go to the edge of this earth for you if not with you. DO NOT get this confused as a ticket for your devious personal desires carried out by a mindless servant. I am far from ignorant & false love is intolerable.

Once we develop this new connection while staying honest with each other and ourselves I believe we will exceed happiness for a very long time to come and never fade. This is no dream that you wake up from. This is our reality. LIVE LOVE