Crumbling

I thought wrong
Thought the worst of you, at first
Wanted you gone

It’s been long
Since I took my heart and put it in a song

But I’m crumbling a little bit
Trying to make the least bit sense
Of what’s been happening

Father
Tell me is it heaven sent?
Or should I take another second for some questioning?

I could use some direction here
Escaping into pleasantries
The mirror keeps reflecting in
All the darkness and the light within my soul

So tell me am I whole?
Or am I broken?
Is this everything?
Or absolutely nothing?

I got this tingling in my chest
There’s something more I should express
But I’m unsure

Is the coast a bit more prepped?
Sorry if I second guess
Just like to know

Are you keeping my soul?
If darkness has a hold on it?

(Cause I’m crumbling a little bit..
Sorry if I second guess)

Just let me know

Are you following my every step
Or have you decided to let me go?