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soft noises turn louder, I have lost all of my values

when destruction pays homage, I'm inclined to let the shadows in

I am homeless, please baby come hold me. 

I may never voice this, but I pray that you notice.

I am selfish. but I may never tell this 

I need you to mirror all the angels that you've sheltered

there's a presence that makes itself known to me

I am helpless, my faith's become broken

in the darkness I lay myself open to the entities wanting to own me 

you worry if I'm being faithful

you worry that I've gone and changed

the way my mind splits in directions

might as well  be labelled insane 

and I am no better with pain

there are bottles and pills i'm entangled with

escaping's the thrill I can make do with 

 

and no, i'm no better with change

there are times I just wish you would slow it down 

what goes on with you when i'm not around? 

strange voices attack me, I'm losing this battle

when the memories float in, I just swim to the furthest end 

i am voiceless, there is no opening

i am trapped, stay the f**k back.

Don't approach me, I'm not the woman

that you had only days back

this dates way back to childhood.