One thing I have discovered about myself...
Is that when confronted with heartbreak or tragedy,
after a short period of depression and sorrow...
I almost instantaneously rebound to a state of normalcy.
As if whatever event in my life had just occurred
was just another line in my life’s composition.
We’re done,
its through,
I’m all finished up with you,
spent all those nights making your wishes come true,
I’m picked up,
moved on,
I aint gonna wait for you too,
I don’t care about you anymore...
Than I care about my impression on the source of my depression,
don’t flatter yourself, b***h,
‘cause it isn’t you.
That’s why your called my EX,
just memories of fights and love and little bit of great sex.
I’ll deprecate myself towards your’ tendency to speculate,
I did it every day before when you were quick to assume that...
I would always be late,
it wasn’t your’ fault that I was depraved,
any lost soul could tell I wasn’t lookin’ round to get saved.
But even so I can still see the lost sense of self in your eyes,
a failed attempt to hide it’s self behind the hostile disguise,
and no matter how hard you try you’ll never hide the lies,
chased around your’ own soul,
choked with your own might,
fingers dug in the dirt on the edge of cliff
tryin’ to catch a glimpse of light.
Still you won’t stop to say that the feelings still existed at the end,
and isn’t too hard to comprehend and decode your words,
so don’t pretend,
because I can read the answers to the words you said....
written all over the back of your’ best friends pretty little head,
Familiar? .
Don’t act like you don’t know the words to your own song.
Now if you’d if you’d stop crying we could just all get along.
Oh that’s gotta hurt,
how does it feel?
I hope for your sake righteousness is measured in mass appeal.
I hope now you get how much it hurt,
I’m glad I got a chance to tell you about it,
just so don’t think its so deploring.
and if you still don’t get it,
I’ll I get my new girlfriend to explain it to you for me.