I've Got An Idea

Written in 2010

It's been a while
Sense I've cried.
You'd think that'd be great.
But I need help!
I've trapped all these feelings inside me.
It won't come out past my eyes.
I'm thinking that it's trapped
Inside my blood.
Maybe that's the case.
I've got an idea.
Maybe if I let the blood come out,
The sadness will leave.
Maybe if I sharpen the knife
Or take a blade to my veins,
It will all end.
Surely it will.