Loathe

written in 2010

You say that
you're above suspicion.
You say that you've never hurt a soul.
You make yourself seem so...
perfect.
I believed the lies you told me.
I believed that I could be safe with you.
You made me feel so...
Gone.
Then I really saw you.
I saw the sin in your eyes.
You had fire burning up your insides.
It was burning all the innocence.
It wasn't accidental.
You deliberately caused the fire.
Yet, it didn't hurt you one bit.
It hurt all the people that- regrettably- loved you.
& You don't care.