THE ACHE

           My darling, I'm bawling. I'm left with these emotions crawling through my head and they just grow worse when I go to bed. I do not rest, probably for the best. I ache, it pains me severely, it impacts with such an ache and I wish the quake to end. No matter how I tend to these feelings I end up more and more pained. What ever happened to all that we gained? All I know is that the memories are stained. Am I this alone? Do you hear the pain in my tone? My words will never tell the pain that surges through my veins. My heart has truly been slain. I ache, I cry, I suffer. Why do I carry all this pain? Why can't I just move on. Why am I burdened with this hell?! Why am I carrying the worse as if it's a dreaded curse?! I miss you my love, I die by day and haunt by night. My ghosts are of the memories we once shared. Memories of all that we cared. This love for you just can not break and the pain is just too much to take.  Alone in my head I am growing insane, insane and I'm to blame. My love is something I gave. My love is something that wants to stay, stay through all the days. Can anyone see that I'm not okay? May I please just go back in time? Back in time when you were mine. I will not lie that I ache. Like others this quake will go. But until then I remain feeling so low. Struck everyday with such a blow, going against my mind as if a foe. My message is that I dearly love you, I'll love you and always shall. How will I move on is to prevail. For now I say farewell.