Oh my dear old Friend, where have you gone? Leaving me behind holding the bond we once shared. I do dare to want it back. This connection we have shares much lack. The crack between us is too much for me to endure. We were once so pure with one another, so close. Most memories I cling to are of the great, but those will never happen again. Late at night I stay awake shedding my tears knowing that this has became such a fear. I cry questioning why it has dawned this way. My friend, I am not okay. I'm falling apart and you aren't here to put me back together. Rather than what matters I clatter my head with thoughts that begin to clutter. Do you not hear me? Can you not hear a single mutter? These tears are visibly shown. Can you not hear my groan among these cries? I'd do anything to gain back what was lost. I can no longer stand this loss. If I had toss myself down would you still be there to catch me? Would you be my latch?
Please oh please help me patch these wounds. I dearly miss you. I miss the bliss you gave me. 'Tis too much for me to bare. Do you not care? Where have you gone that you can't even hear a lost echo?
PLEASE oh PLEASE just reply. I no longer want to live a lie dreaming for the day.
Please just stay. Do not go. Don't leave. It's so different to breathe without you. This is true. My sadness wishes to be proven that it has won, but please prove them wrong. It has been too long. Where have you gone?