Me

Scared to be me

I know everyone will scatter

Desperate for interaction

Anxious to be around other human beings

 

To want something so badly

To strive until I just can’t

I have to ask myself

Why

What is it really I’m searching for

 

I continue to stress myself out

It’s the norm

As the same for failing

 

If maybe I had tried harder

I didn’t

Angry with myself

I hate me

Who is it I want to be

It isn’t me

 

I’ll never find me

 

I can never be me

 

And that’s the end of it

 

Who is me she?