My fiancee

does every relationship have to be mingled with love and hate?

I love him so much, without him i wouldn't have my daughter. however at times i hate him, he isn't even Worth my bothering. trying to be perfect for him, when perfection will never be reached. and he seems never to be pleased. yet why not wait and try? really, what do i have to loose? nothing, all i want i have. a fiancee and a beautiful baby girl. i fear there is none else for me. perhaps one day we will be better off. have a job, place of our own, a vehicle, and a life of happiness, rather than strife, anger, and fights, sprinkled with a few moments of joy. instead can we achieve loads of delight with fewer showers of stormy moments? Lord, make it happen. Shine Your Light upon us, upon this family. bless us so we can bless others, advance us in this world so we can help advance your Kingdom!I believe You will! Amen and Amen