My Sighing Morning

Miara has an interesting morning.

An open grass-field with a light breeze and moonlight. The typical romantic place you would say. I never knew I would experience something like this though. Something out of a fairytale. My heart is racing, my face is red and hot, my knees are about to collapse. This is getting embarrassing. Embarrassing, but so sweet. He is saying something, but I can't hear him over my thinking. I stare at his face and stumble over my words. "S-s-sorry, w-w-what did you say?". He looks at me a little surprised and then smiles softly and averts his eyes a to the ground. He looks back at me with a calm smile and slowly comes closer to me. "I-I-I-I..."I stammered. He grabs me, put his warm hand on my back and with the other hand he put a finger on my lips. "Shhhhshshh". I stare into his eyes. Strangely, I relax completely. His voice was soft and captured all of my attention. "Miara... Will you be-" Beep-beep-beep. Beep-beep-beep. Beep-beep-beep.

I slam my hand on the alarm to turn it off. Grrrrr, I knew it! It really was a dream! Only a dream!! I let out a big sigh. I am really angry now. I slowly sit up on my bed and rub my eyes while having this big frown on my face. Why can't this never happen to me in reality?! I let out another sigh, stand up from bed and look at the light outside. Darn mornings, They always mess up dreams. Not that I love having dreams that mislead me like this! I walk to my bathroom and start brushing my teeth. Stupid dream, stupid grass-field, stupid feeling, stupid relaxing. I rinse my mouth and look at my face in the mirror.

"It was a pleasant dream though...", I say to my reflection.

Ugh, what am I saying! I can't be misled by my dream. I need to focus! Wait... Why do I need to focus today again? Standing in my bathroom with one hand on my hip and the other scratching my head, trying to think what it was again.

"Oh, right! Today is my is my first day representing my class in the student council meeting.", I say to my reflection.

I look at my reflection... Why am I even talking to you? I am happy no one can see me do this. I took a bath, put on my school uniform and brushed my hair. I went to the kitchen to make my lunch. I will be fine at the meeting. Nothing to worry about. right? Just go there, relax, do my thing and mission complete. As I walk back to my room I hit my foot on the kitchen table. Ouch! God, how do I always manage that?! Fine, I should worry a little. Worry about my clumsiness. I let out a sigh again. Hmm, hope this sigh thing isn't becoming my thing of the day. In my room I did my hair up, grabbed my bag, walked to the kitchen grab my lunch, drop a knife as I do that, shake my head, walk away towards the door, realize I left my keys on the kitchen table, walk back, take the keys, pick up the knife while grumbling and throw it into the sink, walk towards the door again, put on my shoes and almost fell while doing that, opened the door, walked out, closed the door and stood there for a second and stared at the world with an angry frown. I am tired already and I just got out of the door...

"Why the angry face, Miara?". I look at the face of the person who said that and started walking towards school with her walking next to me.
"Nothing", I reply in a grumble. It is my best friend, Sheila. I've known her since... hmmm, since... "Junior high, Miara", she said with a smile. I stopped in my tracks and looked at her in surprise. "Something wrong?", she asked looking a little concerned. I shake my head and grumble again as I walked on. "Nothing, Sheila"
"If you say so.", she smiled again.

She scares me sometimes. Either she knows me too well or she can read my mind. Hmm, time for a test... Sheila, you are a demonic girl with no heart... She giggles. What the... It must be my imagination, it must be my imagination.
We arrived at the school gate. I looked at the building from there a moment. I am chosen president of my class and as I already said, I am representing my class at the meeting today. I am nervous yet not. I am clumsy but that won't get in my way right?

"Excuse me."

I was startled and saw the guy behind me. I hope he did not see me get startled.
"I am sorry I startled you", he said with a smile. I guess he did... Gah! I bet he is laughing at me from inside.
"Uhm, it's alright. W-what can I do for you?"
"Nothing. Well maybe take these back.", he said as he hands me some keys... Wait... My keys!! I grab them and looked at them in my hand. Why, oh why am I so clumsy? I look up wanting to thank him, but he was not there anymore. He passed me and was walking towards the building.

"Th-th-thank you!", I stammered. He turned around. "Be careful. That clumsiness might make you look cute. Don't be late for class", he said with a warm smile and a faint wink.
I started to blush. Wait WHA! Why am I blushing! I looked at Sheila who seems to have been observing everything.

"My, my.", she said smiling and walked to school. "I-I-It is not what you think!", I stammered again. What is up with this morning. I sigh and walk to class. Yep, these sighs will be my thing today I guess.

Author's Note

wanted to do something different o.o. So I started with a girl main character. The style of writing is a bit new to me.