thoughts of euthanasia-

Thoughts of euthanasia, but of course your not that kind

You kill me softly, slowly. Fast forward then rewind

 

F**k!!!!

Do you see!!.. it is this.. that I write!!

It is the pain in duration, feeding the fight

 

The silence is deafening, petty torture for a smile

Suffer a bit longer this might just take awhile

 

 

That is f*****g evil!!  Kill me now!!

Ripped from within in the time you allow

 

Simple the notion under warped and twisted true

A reality far deluded, a concoction you construe

 

Mix it well and pour it out

Mix again from the words you spout

 

Integrate the already known

Each and every of it's own

 

Strew your creation throughout the sky

Look me dead straight in the eye

 

Reflect the stars sweet twilight

A certainty that's stood the fight

 

Do you hear an echo, does it haunt you still?!!

Does it haunt the memory, corrupt your own free will

 

It is petty torture held simply by a smile

With a laugh under breath, purpose to beguile

 

I'll play the game and play it well

So for now my dear I say farewell