I love you

this is the truth its time I speak it, I'm sorry my memories are faint but I still love you my dear humans

Not good enough 

I'm ether to smart, or to dumb

to fat, to small,

nobody wishes to raise me

nobody wishes to want me 

you all want to break me 

and make me 

into not me

when I hurt over you 

you always make it about me 

when I love you,

but

 your not me,

and the me that loves you 

wishes to hide and never return, 

she wishes to die

to obliterate

to never think or exist

She wishes she was never a thought

that she never existed 

so she could bring light into the eyes of those she loves

because all she sees are breaking hearts

the empty faces

of people she loves

ripping

dying

because of her living

never good enough

she never tried hard enough

never perfect enough 

the me everyone sees

is broken and stolen 

she wants to hide again 

because even when she tries nobody hears her

when she screams for you 

you cover your ears

walk away 

smudge the dirt into her face

but how she never stops loving you 

she never once stopped loving you 

she wants to die 

get rid of herself 

so you become happy

and yet you say and do

everything to break her

this is light

this is love 

this is hope

this is how you treat her

misuse her

misunderstand her

she never goes out to hurt you

yet you blame her for everything

taking your little brother

your sister 

everything 

there are two forces

only one she can control 

and that is not the force that took them away 

she can give you hope but you spit in her face

and when you take your own life

she weeps

no matter where you are

she hears you 

she hears you all 

feels your pain 

whenever you fall

she may not be 

the god you wanted

she may not be the light of the world 

that you'd think she would be 

she just wanted to be loved

like everything else 

but she fell for the things that steal and take

and now

the human in you

blames her for what you do

all you humans are the same 

that what the darkness says

but she says

I like them

they have something

the other creatures don't

what is it?

well

simply put,

ignorance and light

darkness and hate

and

freedom to chose who they wish to be

weather that be a human of hate

or love

while as we gods have no choice

darkness she says

I love you

but

they don't because you steal and take

but I know why you do 

all that you do 

because you want their freedom

you weren't given a choice

to be the dark creature you are

I love you 

and 

you 

and

you

but the only person who is on the end of the string

is my darkness

and she will sometimes rip apart my soul

but not ever as much as the humans

do 

they always say chose the light

the humans say chose the light

light wants you to chose what you want

and will give you hope when you fall

light wants you to be you 

I am the light

humans

and I 

still 

love you

Author's Note

I am her...I am light its time I show the world. Bealive it or not I love you
I hear your screams
I'll be there always
each of you humans have a peace of me in you
I am sorry I took so long.....

Reviews

[streetrose]

This piece is abysmal, and illustrates your need for professional help. I also find it incredibly amusing that you could not bear to leave a critical review for other people to see.

[Sam Gregory]

Quite emotional, I can see the thoughts just spilled out of you and the structure compliments that. my only critique is the misspelling of "too" and "you're" but that's it. Keep up the good work, I look forward to what you write in the future

[Castil]

thank you

[Castil]

although I do have really bad grammar but that comes with time and age

[wordman]

this is a touching and heartfelt write !

[Castil]

that means alot ;-;