You Are Not In Love With Me.

You are not in love with me.

Sure, you may think,

But you're not.

You are in love with the idea of me.

The idea that I know how to put into peoples heads.

The idea of me being a happy,

Normal girl.

The idea that I know how to make you feel better and wanted.

You don't want me.

You want someone that'll give you,

Just what you need.

I may seem like I can,

But I can't.

I'm not the girl you want,

I'm not the girl you need.

I am not the girl that you love.

Because you don't even know the real me,

You only know the mask.

I don't even know the real me,

And its my own mind.

I am NOT the 'girl of your dreams",

I am the girl,

That becomes depressed and toxic,

Insecure and unwilling,

As soon as I get comfortable.

You are not in love with me,

For you only know the idea.