I hate you.

Just something that I feel about my ex, and old best friend.

I hate you.
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.
But I love you so goddamn much.
You treated me like I was your everything,
And you abandoned me like I was nothing.
I did nothing but try for you.
S**t; I would've even died for you.
And I can't move on,
Cause every little thing I do,
It reminds me of you.
From my hair when its poofy,
To walking along the river.
Man.
Some tastes now seem bitter.
And now these memories haunt me,
And the dreams hurt even more. My heart has sunken down to my core.
And its killing me,
Because now you see me as a lying cheating w***e.
And your "friends" put it into your head,
It makes me start to think I'm better off dead.
I miss you.
I miss you because you made me happy.
I miss you because you made me feel better.
I miss you because you made my problems go away.
But most of all, I miss you because I love you.

Reviews

[Jenny]

powerful and raw

thank you for sharing
J