Internal War

Walking on a broken road for too long,

darkness overwhelmed the sky,

lowering my guard,
allowed my demons get into my head,

unable to shake them off,
I closed my eyes and being to listen to their words.

Dark silhouettes guide me deeper into the storm

a rocky road awaits for me,

blindly following their voices I got lost.

The whispers in the dark,

overwhelms my mind,

trying to shake them off

but they are here to stay,

the longer I try to fight them,

the worst they get,

here I stand all alone,

without a hand to hold.

Lost in a lifeless world,

where everything is black and grey,

I've been beaten down

by the hateful words repeating in my head

I cannot trust myself to be alone with my thoughts,

the overwhelming feeling of hopelessness

taints my heart with dark thoughts,

unable to think straight,

I drown in my tears.

The whispers in the dark,

overwhelms my mind,

trying to shake them off

but they are here to stay,

the deeper I go into this storm

I being to forget who I was.

All these years I've been fighting my demons,

unable to see the light,

unable to feel the warmth of the sun.

The memory of my loved ones,

and the sound of their voice,
slowly silent the hateful words in my mind

a hint of warmth being to fill my heart

the fire that burns within me ignite,

allowing me to seek for the helping hand

finally, I've reached the end of this war.

The whispers in the dark,

overwhelms my mind,

trying to shake them off

but they are here to stay,

the longer I try to fight them,

the worst they get,

here I stand all alone,

without a hand to hold.

I'm free.