Spark of Life

I look up at the blue sky...

One day I'll find my path in life.

Walking down this world

dragging the chains of fate,

carrying the weight of my past
unable to get rid of the pain.

I look around unable to recognize

the people surrounding me,

an unfamiliar sense of unwelcomeness

I feel a stranger in a place I should call home.

I look up at the blue sky

I wonder why should I keep going?

this unwelcome feeling lingers in my heart

making me an outcast,

I lost my path, and my reason to believe

but I know if I keep fighting and moving forward

one day I'll find my path in life.

Looking at the reflection of a stranger
realizing the strangers eyes are my own

my eyes look half alive,

my light seems to deem down,

no hope, no faith left in me.

I cannot understand why

I can't let go of my past,

I'm not letting myself grow
or allowing myself become

what I want to be,

I'm slowly robbing myself of my future.

The emptiness in people's eyes

sends shivers down my spine,

they lost the light that spark of life,

I do not want to become one of them,

even if I end up alone,

I never want to lose who I am.

This agonizing torture I put myself through,

makes me want to scream on top of my lungs,

I will not let my heart linger in the past,

I must keep fighting in order to move on,

despite I'm a stranger in my own home,

I live for myself and no one else.

I'll break the chains of fate,

I'll gain control of my future,

no one will drive my life

only I can control what happens from now on.

I look up at the blue sky

I wonder why should I keep going?

this unwelcome feeling lingers in my heart

making me an outcast,

I lost my path, and my reason to believe

but I know if I keep fighting and moving forward

one day I'll find my path in life.