Goodbye

This is a poem I wrote thinking of my friend, using his emotions and channeling them through.

The kind words you exchange with me

I play them over and over again in my head

my heart aches at the thought of them

I don't understand them

but I know how they make me feel.

Every time I hold on to someone they leave me behind

trying to understand what I did wrong, did wrong

all I want to feel the warmth of someone

I don't understand, I can't understand

why do they abandon me, abandon me.

The pain that overwhelms my heart

travels through the blood in my veins

clouding the goodness in my heart.

How can you stand in front of me acting so kind?

If all everyone has ever done was stabbing me in the back,

after all the time i wasted i ended up saying bye bye bye

I don't get it, I don't understand it

I don't know what to do.

it hurts, it hurts hearing kind words
it hurts, it hurts, to be touches by love.

How can you stand in front of me acting so kind
after all, all I ever do is say goodbye bye bye,

I don't get it, don't understand it
but I want to I want to.

I come to realize that you are different 
the darkness within me seems to catch a glimpse of light

I'm afraid to open up, because I suffer for too long

But I'm willing to walk towards it,
all I want is my freedom, freedom.

Please take my hand, my hand.

Reviews

[wordman]

a lady looking for love,not kind words of goodbye

[Mika =^-^=]

I wrote this based on my friend and he have a hard time accepting kindness because of his past.
read moreI wrote this based on my friend and he have a hard time accepting kindness because of his past.

[wordman]

we all live in some sort of a shell,our emotions

[Mika =^-^=]

I know but he's suffering by living the way he is I'm trying to help him out...I was listening to this one song and it inspired me to channel his feeling and write this.

[wordman]

i hope you succeed

[Mika =^-^=]

I'm not going to abandon him. Like I told him I will walk with him down the road of healing.

[wordman]

then you are a true friend,a rare commodity

[Mika =^-^=]

thank you.