Painful Good Bye

I was pushed into madness
slowly losing my knowledge of who I am
but you held my hand, 
even though we are just friends
I wish this didn't end this way.

All the stupid choices we made tell me, tell me

how we end up like this,

the pain we caused to each other was pointless, pointless

I wanted to say good bye bye bye
but  I couldn't let you go.

The anger overpowering my body slowly blinding me,

the days we spent together felt like a game
the heart desire conquered one of us,

but in the end we end up losing each other.

You were my best friend but you left me, left me

how could you walked away so easily
I don't want to remember you,

but why doesn't feel that way? Why?

Painful, painful(the memories we shared)

regretful, regretful(the moments we spent)

All the stupid choices we made tell me, tell me

how we end up like this,

the pain we caused to each other was pointless, pointless

I wanted to say good bye bye bye
but  I couldn't let you go.

I'm wanting to terminate those days,
I know I won't go back, but, but
can I move on from this? terminate,

please someone answer, answer me.

What I want...
I want...
I want...

(terminate it)