Depth of Silence

A Poem by Mika =^-^=

Lost in the depth of silence
my voice is lost and forgotten
the words I speak disintegrate in the wind.

From time to time I try to speak my mind
but the ears of the world has gone deaf,
but when the world seeks for help
I can hear them loud and clear.

Can you hear me?
can you see me?

Bound in the depth of silence
where light doesn not touches
I can’t find my way to escape
my heart is slowly fading to black.

The words I speak to you
seems to be silent
but the words you speak to me
seem to be loud like thunder,
if this won’t be mutual 
I cannot keep you in my life
because in the end 
I will go deaf and blind.

How can I express myself?
how can I speak my mind,
when there’s no one hearing my cries?

People only take but they don’t give
this selfish ways will only turn to deciet 
one way or another they will surender in their defeat.

The words I speak to you
seems to be silent
but the words you speak to me
seem to be loud like thunder,
if this won’t be mutual 
I cannot keep you in my life
because in the end 
I will go deaf and blind.

Don’t ask of me to express what I feel
don’t ask of me to tell you what’s on my mind,
your ears has gone deaf for me
my eyes had gone blind for you.

If you stand in front of only when you need help
but if you walk away when I need a hand to hold on to
you can go f**k yourself
because your existence will fade from my mind
don’t be a hyocrite, 
and face the consequences from your selfish ways.

I will not stand your pathetic ways
looking at you, acting this way 
makes me want to sympathize for you
but turth is, I will forget you
because your hypocrisy only sickens me
I will cut you out my life
and once you are out of my life
I can touch the light again
so go and f**k yourself.