Fading to Grey

The light that once shown before me seems to fade away the blue sky I once knew is clouded in grey I see myself among the crowd, I wander how I got there. A cry of saddness overwhelms the silence the louder they get it seems everyone grown deaf and even the world seem to be against me, I still see a glimpse of light creeping beyound the horizon My mind is racing from all these thoughts I yearn to take a breath and be able to see the blue skies once again I feel like a writhing diver to the bends searching for answers Aiming to find my way to the surface, so I can breathe again. Deep in my thoughts, I turn the tides of time tryign to find the right door to step through searching for the light to guide me through the right path it seems the harder I try I’m blinded by confusion. It seems the harder I fight I get nowhere nothing is changing, this cofusion is slowly suffocating me I try to understand the logic of pain but the more I try the more I loose myself. I hear a voice calling my name desperatly I run towards it, I feel this warmth overwhlming me, I run through the door with my pain slowly leaving me I start to feel something shifting within me I yearn to breathe again, but I’m slowly suffocating if I don’t accept my pain and allow to shape myself for the better I’ll have to aimlessly dive into the darkness once again trying to breathe and relieve the pain, but if I allow myself to smile, I know I’ll grasp the light and I’ll never have to dive into the darkness again.