You Wouldn't know me even after years.

You Wouldn't know me even after years.

A Poem by Despada
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Actually something i truly do. i hide my fears , an secrets from you.

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I'am No ordinary man, A Hero to sum, I dont appreciate that title, or say it for fun.

I do my best To place on a smile, but my smiles are as fake, as a blonde ladies plumes.

My life is as pain , as my words are as daggers, each lie that i tell , Make's me a cowardly fighter.

A lie , a lie , so repeativly told, stop asking your questions , My answers are Sold.

A price they have that would  affect my life, yet you think of that question and ask more than tiwce.

Un- important it is, and life changing for sum, this world isint a place where we can all be free an just have fun.

 You bound me to my actions , an stake me to my word. I have only love for the men , an none for the girls.

This is not true, only sexually so, the girls are my friends an the men are my buea's.

I had not a choice in this matter in fact, to be in this form , of pure evil ...

 To be continued, Rebelion of a body an mind, im a gay man, and Ive made up my mind!

© 2010 Despada


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if you dont understand this Poem ,im basically stating that im not an ordinary man becuz i am cursed for who i choose to love, some ppl would say gays should be encouraged cuz they actually choose to fight for love, but im contantly asked if im gay or not , an i usually say no, but not becuz im scared, im just the type of person to avoid drama at all costs , an be the invisble guy in the room. aswell as i go on to say that ppl say gays choose to be gay , when in fact we dont choose to be gay , we just dont choose to fight against what turns us on , or what our bodies respond to. aswell as the bible might influence others that we are evil , but ive made up my mind , and i would rather burn then ignore whom i love

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Despada

Spotsylvannia, Fredricksburg, VA



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