I Hate it....

I hate it because this happiness bring so much pain.....

I hate it when you stare

And how it leaves my mind so blank

I hate it, it is so unfair

Because I can’t even look back

 

I hate it when you tell your corny jokes

And how it drives me into endless laughs

I hate it when you are teasing me with your pokes

And suddenly left me in the rough

 

I hate when you talk to me

And how that voice makes my heart skip a beat

I hate it when it drives me into my insanity

And when I don’t hear it, I feel so incomplete

 

I hate it when you tap my head

And your fingers playing on my hair

I hate it when you are declaring the “FOREVER FRIENDS”

And how it spoils the mood in the air

 

I hate it when you smile that always surprise me

And how it makes my day so pretty

I hate it to accept it to my heart

The fact that I can only love you from a far

 

I wanted to be with you since long time ago

I hate it

Why it must be you?

I don’t get it…..

 

 

I really hate it because you’re the ONLY ONE who caused me so much CONFUSION……..

 

 

 

 

April 29,2012

4:30 pm

 

Author's Note

Its been a year since I have decided to gave up on him but when he smiled at me that time.... I realized that I still have feelings for him......

I dedicate this to Mr. GREEN

Reviews

[Octob3r Star]

A very personal piece. Good write.

[jennifer little]

wonderful poem well done on this thanks for sharing with me

[Tomislav Petricevic]

I can relate to this, since there was a time in my life where I was so confused about a similar situation...and I'm not even sure I've exited that confusion.
"I hate it to accept it to my heart" - that line is just so powerful for me.
I'll just shut up now XD
Awesome write!

[Shy Girl]

Wanting the one we can't or shouldn't want is just plain misery. They either have no clue you REALLY exist or they just feel as though you're somebody that is just there...whenever they need an audience. The trials of wanting and never being noticed for who we really are... :) A wonderful piece of writing with wonderful thoughts throughout... :)

[Thea]

And this tells everyone that moving on takes so much time...Haha! :p
Well done!
:)))

[Roe]

wow this is great! really great flow

[joshua deathdealer]

I've missed your work plus I'm going through something similar so this defiantly hit home. Thanks for sharing.

[luna11]

It's horrible to not be able to be with someone you have feelings for, but you will usually move on.
Great poem.
Well written
xx

[Sleeping Maiden]

Awwww. this was so sad!! i can relate. beautiful work!

[Kuhr Gred]

:) i realize.. don't making promises.. GREAT WORK tiny :) XD