I'm just a friend

From the very start until the end.........I only appear as a friend...

I want to be blind

So that I wouldn’t see them together

I want to be deaf

So that I wouldn’t hear him saying “I love you” to her

 

I fall down, I want to stand up

But I’m dragged down by this pain

I want my heart to be numb

So it won’t hurt again

 

I want that day to come

The day that my heart won’t race after him

I want that time to come

the time that I won’t feel like this around him.

 

I am nothing to him

From the very beginning until the end

She’s more important to him

And I only appear as a friend

 

 

 

Author's Note

please ignore the grammar problems... I wrote this poem to ease my pain......

Reviews

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

I think we all have this someone or two, and probable vice versa as well, it is tough and you have captured the emotions perfectly :)

[Black]

well it is hard to love people
but it is less hard then not loving people
if you dont love people, you wonder whats wrong
but i get your point,
it is a nice write..
though painfulll ...
good luck..

[Sleeping Maiden]

Ouch. Awww.. I can definately relate to this one. I can feel the sadness and ache. So full of sorrow.. I'm sorry your in pain. Hopefully that goes away soon.
Nice write though! I liked it.