Growing Exasperation

I'm outside

         of myself

    Please, don't leave

 me

    alone

The torture

         inside

doesn't die

it

    grows

       So slow, I can't 

    take a steady breath

                            again

 

   Where are you?

                       Where have you been?

It's

 been

 

 months

 

Why am I 

 

    still alive?

I

didn't

know

 

I could

            Survive

  without

 your

 

Warm love