Head V.S Heart

The heart says to run into his arms and never let go 

while the head says to leave him out in the cold 

The heart says to love him with all of your heart cuz he would never hurt you 

The head says to push him away and never look him in the eyes because he can and does hurt you 

in this constant fight between the heart and the head 

how could I forgive him for what he said?

but how could I stay mad at him?

My head is telling me that I should leave you and let go

while my heart is telling me that I should never let you go him go 

who do I listen to when it comes to my feelings about him? 

Should I tell him? How do I feel about him? 

My heart is telling me to tell him how I feel and that I still love him 

My head is saying to leave him behind cause he is the past and not the future

who should I listen to? 

If I pick my head then I will regret my choice

If I pick my heart then what will I do when he wrongs me?

This choice will make or break me 

So I guess I will not decide but leave it up to him 

this is the way that I can decide to not choose just one 

My choice is to not decide and to just ignore the pain in my chest 

while letting my head win 

was it the right choice?