Feelings

Feelings

A Poem by Anxiety

The feeling of feeling nothing 
how could 1 minute on top of the world 
 the next crying on the bathroom floor
the questions start to form in the brain 
"what's happening?" What is this feeling?"
questions that can't be answered 
Adults say it's just a phase 
Therapist says to take pills 
always trying to fix something that isn't broken 
trying to heal something that can't be healed 
nothing could make this feeling go away 
happiness comes and goes with this feeling 
1 minute it's all smiles and giggles 
the next a dark cloud starts to form overhead 
the feeling never goes away 
always having to fake the smile 
always having to hide the pain and feeling 
always wearing a mask around the people who care the most
There is no explanation for feeling nothing 
when in the morning there is no reason to get out of bed 
some call it "un-motivated" 
others call it "depression" 
but the truth is the feeling of numb
 is the hardest thing to hide from people 
the world keeps spinning and everything comes crashing down 
the fall of life and love 
watching while everything and everyone goes away 
leaving behind the person they use to know

© 2022 Anxiety


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Added on November 1, 2022
Last Updated on November 1, 2022

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Anxiety
Anxiety

New york, NY



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I'm 17 years old and I love to write what's in my heart. I write about everything and anything I hope you enjoy my writing. I hope everything gets better more..

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A Poem by Anxiety