Too much poison in the bloodstream,
too many convulsions for one heart.
All it takes is one severed seam,
to tear the whole fabric apart.
Too much life after death,
too much to give away,
With every passing breath,
I learn to anticipate the end of the day.
Why struggle to swim?
I'll let the current carry me--
Why fight at a whim?
when what I win would hinder me?
The ending's my beginning,
I fall in hard even when winning.
In the end, who would I try to fool?
I'm well aware that I was just a sad tool...
I don't have to decide, each way is the same,
I'll lose more than I ever gained in this f*****g game.
You put the fork in the road, so I'll rely upon the knife,
because it's the only way out of this dying life.
It's funny that you'd ask me now to choose,
No matter the choice, I know I'd lose...