we were meant to be but for me

Something I thought up during a break down

The story of the city that almost swallowed me whole
Beginning to end my UPS and down
My turmoil of our childhoods
We can't look back I was told
For my past determined my present which directs my future
Once being afraid of who I was, now accepting myself as I am
I no longer crave materials but wisdom
Through it all I held my morals tight to my heart while still lusting for attention at the same time I was being beaten and broken
By so called friends
I admit im not perfect but ill stand when being called out on my mistakes by someone of a lesser breed or understanding
You see me but you don't
I have no idol but lovers
I admire your standing and all you have accomplished I can't not understand why I hurt you when your my one and only
See that's a curse too im to self involved
I spent alot of time alone or chasing gals friendships that didn't last thru adulthood
In search of someone like me
Quite they told me when I needed to speak the truth
I'm better now with you

cause theirs no one like you❤

Author's Note

Something personal so don't be to harsh