Apathy

feelings toward my spouse and the sham we call marriage

Bottomless, black hole.
Deep down hatred.
Is all I have left.



You said I am your world.
You said you love me.
You touched her.


No hope, no faith.
No trust in you.
No one should be this way.

When can I go on?
What can I do?
I don't want to be here,
And I can't go.
No feelings, just apathy.



I try not to think about it.
I try not to look at it.
I try not see what is around me.
I try to make something out of nothing.
I try to make everything good.
I try to make kids happy.
I am dying inside.

Reviews

[Dampire]

this is so cool. i love it. it's sad but it's good. BRAVO

[Sweet_pale_cacophony]

I am dying inside you say...I know how that feels...how we come to the brink of breaking down cause all we want is to be loved back and we don't see that happening...that simply breaks our heart...
just keep moving on...there is so much more to life...you will always deserve the best.