1 SirenaA Chapter by Demelza CarltonThe ocean gave
him to me. I was angry, as
any girl of sixteen would be. I’d been ordered by my elders to go and find a
strong man, one I could join with to produce a healthy child. My hopes, my
dreams and my plans were of no consequence. My destiny was to entice a man to
choose me as his plaything " to be a piece of flesh to bait a shark. Or to be a
baby seal, tempting a killer whale? The example did not matter. The end would
be the same " the end of my control over what had been my life. I swam in the
storm, revelling in the power of the waves, which pushed a little wooden
sailing boat through the maelstrom on the surface over my head. Two men
struggled to control the small craft with two wooden oars, the vessel’s only
means of propulsion once the sail was torn away in the wind. One man dived from
the boat, slicing into the water like a knife surrounded by bubbles. There was
a line of twisted fibre in his hand as he swam with difficulty for shore. The little boat
rocked in reaction to the diver’s spring. The wind caught the remnants of the
sail, a big wave washed over the side and the vessel tipped under the surface,
sinking slowly. I dodged through the debris as it drifted in the current away
from the little boat. The surface
above me churned where the second man had been thrown into the water. He
thrashed around and it was clear he could not swim. The waves pushed us
together and he clung to me, his arms warm as he wrapped them around me. I gave
him my breath and took him to the surface. As we drifted between the waves,
still he would not let me go. He called me
his Lady of the Sea, his angel. I gave him my breath again, before I dove under
the waves with him. We surfaced
near a small island of sand, washed by the waves. Here he would be safe. He shivered, in
wet clothes on wet sand. He called me Santa Maria, his Lady of the Sea who had
answered his prayer. If I was to
save him, I had to keep him warm. Yet I had no human accoutrements, nothing
warm or dry with which to assist him. Only me. I concentrated
on my form, letting my tail part, my skin pale and my gills fade. To save this
man, I needed to be human. Or as close as
I could be. He kissed and
clung to the naked human girl by his side, who could think of only one way to
warm him. He kissed my lips and my blood responded with a wave of heat, akin in
power to the waves of the storm on my body. We warmed one
another, as the storm and the waves raged around us. He clung to me even when
exhaustion claimed us. When I awoke,
the storm had dissipated. I could return this man to his people and he would
live. Whilst he still
slept, I carried him through the water to the island where his kind lived. Yet
in the deep water there were sharks, attracted by the man’s blood. Mine. Leaving him
floating on the surface, I charged the sharks, shouting my claim to drive them
off. It came to blows to drive the last one away, before I could return for my
human. Yet he was not
on the surface when I returned. The water in his clothing had dragged him down,
into the deep where he could not breathe. I gave him my breath, over and over,
in a poor, cold imitation of his ardent kisses, yet I could breathe no life
into his body. The ocean gave
me this man, his life to save, then stole his breath even as I tried to save
him. The man who called me an angel, Maria, as he loved me for a storm. I cursed the
islands, for they were cursed already. I would not go ashore on these wretched
rocks, to conceive a child to take back to my sisters in the deep. No child
conceived in such bitterness would survive inside me to be birthed at the
Nursery Grounds. So I resolved to tell my elders, when I returned to them. I cannot carry a child for you. Even the ocean is
against it. In a sea of
rebelliousness, the girl he called Maria was lost, as I turned tail and dove
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Added on April 24, 2013Last Updated on May 11, 2013 Tags: Are mermaids real, lobster fishing, Western Australia, Houtman Abrolhos Islands, contemporary fantasy, beer and boobs, paranormal romance AuthorDemelza CarltonAustraliaAboutDemelza Carlton has always loved the ocean, but on her first snorkelling trip she found she was afraid of fish. She has since swum with sea lions, sharks and sea cucumbers. She's stood on spray-dr.. more..Writing
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