It hurts so much..

Christina has been through a lot sense she's might Peter she's faced her mental demons & some in reality but when Peter's old flame comes & tries to steel him back from her, it leaves her shattered

Christina looked down not able to met his gaze. her body hurt, not able to get his words or the image out of her head.

she sighed and stuttered slightly, "i completly need you to understand, how much that hurt me. that image its burned into my brain. i cant even, i dont want to have to tell you how much that hurt." she was still looking down at her shoes, "I dont want to hurt you, you know im not like that." she looked at up him slightly trying not to let him see the pain in her eyes, "but im completly mentaly and emotionaly hurt and i dont know how long im going to take to heal."