I'll Understand.

I love you,
That much is very true.
So, I wouldn't lie exactly..
Because quite frankly,
I'll understand.

You laugh more with my friend,
You talk more - my world will end.
Because you have more in common,
So the strength i must summon,
To say those words:
I'll understand.

Don't be mad.
You think I'm absurd.
Don't be sad,
You should hear the things I've heard.
It's easy to dismiss rumours
But my mind has cancerous tumors
Of ideas and concepts so rotten
Of me, myself, being forgotten
In that dark heart in your chest
I can't lay these thoughts to rest.
I'll understand.