Breakdown

I can't figure out the key; I don't know where the exit is

I do this for a couple of lines
For a mere piece of writing
That someday will fade away

And I can't but to look afraid
Everywhere around myself
Just atempting to find an escape

And run away, run away
Wishing to be someone else
Running away from myself

Spending more days lockes inside my mind
Think I'm going to breakdown
Trying to escape my own demise
I can't help but to breakdown
Failing to figure out this lock
And there's nothing left but to breakdown

It's like you never cared after all
And if I went straight into the sun now
Maybe then my skin would finaly burn

Looking back at all the scars
Reminds me of how will I breakdown
Remembering such a beautiful smile
After that I can only breakdown
Smiling everytime I fall
Makes me sick and makes me want to breakdown

Locked inside my own shadow
Locked inside my own room
Locked inside my own hatred
Locked inside my own mind

Thinking of what could be worse and what's next
Makes me feel like I'll breakdown
Enjoying every bit of pain
Paraniod of how will I breakdown
Killing myself over and over again
So I can be addicted again
So I can be addicted again (The taste is so pleasing!)
Breakdown

Author's Note

And this is the result of vacations. Today I realized inspiration stacks, badly :P I wrote 5 lyrics the same day, after a long time of not writing anything. By the way, I can't be suicidal, for I am still alive and well, writing from my PC chair :P

Reviews

[...MysteryGirl...]

"Killing myself over and over again"
So painful but so good!
Breakdowns are ment to happen you can't stop them.
Great Write!

[Almost Alive]

Fixed

[XThe_happy_emoX]

[Ian]

Well, well... This is quite different...
But it's good...
My favorite lines are:

"Thinking of what could be worse and what's next
Makes me feel like I'll breakdown
Enjoying every bit of pain
Paraniod of how will I breakdown
Killing myself over and over again
So I can be addicted again
So I can be addicted again (The taste is so pleasing!)
Breakdown"

Specially:

"Killing myself over and over again
So I can be addicted again
So I can be addicted again"

Reminds me of old days...
Anyway, Great write!
Keep adding stuff!

[Hunter Zabbai]

Brings me back. Flooding memories. Beautiful, envoking words.

[Diego]

I loved it. Reminds me of times when one just wants to be secluded. I understand the feeling pretty well.

"The locked inside" stanzas are just too perfect. Good one!