Always Remember To Smile As If You Enjoyed It

Otherwise they'll notice; and won't let you go on

Day after day so many times
Daywakes as dark as the nights
Because of all there really is to me is but black
Just like so much inside of you

But whatever happen we should smile
Like we were always taught to do
Don't let a single tear drop fall
Because they're all waiting it to...

As soon as you close your eyes
You will feel all of them laugh
Who told them this was the only way?
Who hid the truth from these...?

Everyone smiling and laughing...
That's all I'm here for...
Everyone's laughter and applauses...
After all that's where we belong...

But if...
But if I didn't want to...
But if...
But if maybe you're dead?
Buf if... You...

Shut up... Shut up!
This is not who I am!
Silence! Silence!
I'm not here for this...!

You don't need to smile for me...
Because I know how it feels...
Like if everything's just fine...
Makes you question yourself if you're right...

Shut up! Shut up!
I am not like this!
Shut up! Shut up!
I can't hear what you say!

Maybe if you didn't choke...
While looking at me...
Reaching my hand...
While you struggle to breath...

Someday I might smile
Someday when you can't...
Someday when nobody may...
Someday when I am the last one...
Someday when... When you're dead

Author's Note

I edited a lot of it as it goes. I like it much more as it is right now.

Reviews

[Almost Alive]

I really... I really needed this guys... I had the inspiration but not the motivation to write... Thank you. Thank you so much...!

[Ian]

It's was about time dude!
You know, this is good.
I find a rhythm on it, it is very lyrical...
Great job!
Don't take too much time to add a new one!

[unspokenguilt]

i love it! Gee...I wanna hear it being sang or is it sung? oh well you get my drift...hopefully heheh!