Running Away

An old poem .

Trying to sleep 

I remember you 

Am I ever going to release you ? 

So sick of falling deeper everyday 

And you just seem to be so cold 

 

The past has been always haunting me 

I did never forgive my self 

All I wish is to drown in a deep sleep 

Just lose my self in an ocean of dreams 

And disappear like the dust in the wind

 

I know I shield my heart from you 

I  know I ran away 

For I couldn't stand the idea of losing you

I kept hiding my love 

A sign of weakness 

I kept hiding my love 

A sign of life  

A sign of life that I couldn't  handle ...