On Death's Bed

Awake me , I heard them whispering

That I'm falling slowely in unconsciousness  

But I couldn't feel it for I'm asleep 

It's been a while since the last time we talked

I heard them saying that you didn't come to see me 

 I felt my rips breaking and piercing through my heart 

 

 

My body feels so numb , my eyelids feel so heavy 

And I'am fighting drowsiness, you're not here to awake me 

I'am gettting loster everyday , I'am getting farther away

from my self .. from this world 

 

 

They said I should be awakened by now 

What's happening to me ? 

They don't know anymore 

It's so out of control  I'am drowning 

There's no one to hold me up

But you , and you're still not here 

 

 

My body became my prison and I stopped living

But my time is still not over yet  

I can feel them weeping over my head 

Though I did not die yet  

It looks that every one has given up on me

But I'am still waiting and hoping you will come 

Don't you want to prove them wrong

And save me from such a dull death ? 

 

 

From the outside I look so still but inside I'am restless

 I keep thinking day and night

About my life and what went wrong 

Now I can see all the chances that passed me by 

I can see all the good things that I used to have and ignore 

I was so selfish and reckless I couldn't feel your love

My heart was blind and so were my eyes  

 

I'am losing my life without knowing if you can forgive me or not 

I'am getting closer to my grave every second and you're not here

To say goodbye 

 I know it's all my fault 

 

If you only you come to awake me