A Sick Mind

The sun rises everyday 

Yet the darkness in me

never goes away .... 

 

Today I woke up late

I had to drown my disgrace

I sleep when I'am in pain

It gets me through the day

It's always better than to complain

I have all the time to lose

And always a frail soul to restrain 

 

This failure is mine

This shattered dream is mine

These are my ashes

and these are my scars

I'll make you regret

I'll make sure you won't forget 

 

 

I'am not just

a book full of words

I'am not just

a sad memory in your head

I'am not just

a story 

... a name 

 

I'am what remains

I'am what detains 

Your voice inside

I'am what corrupts 

The most nobel feelings you've got

I'am your undertaker

To you i'll never be forgotten 

 

You don't get to decide

I've already made my mind

It's time for you to die

It's time for you to die

 

You're so weak

I hate your innocence

You make me wanna scream 

I can't live with that 

 

I know exactly what I'am going to do

After I get rid of you I'll spend hours sitting back

Remembering all the faces I smashed

Yours will be the last

Yours will be the last

Intell another victim joins the cluster 

 

Will you understand 

If I tell you I was once in your place ?

Will you understand 

If I tell you that it makes me sad ? 

I'll cry every night over your memory

I'll cry every night over your grave