Again

Pain has envaded my heart

Jaded and blended with doubt 

I've surrendered my life to you 

I'am facing the end of me 

I'am facing the end of me 

And you're no longer here with me 

I want to end it

I don't know what else to do 

I would die to end it  

 

Cause I can see the same story

Repeating itself again 

Cause I can see the same tears

Streaming down my face again 

Cause I have found my first wound

Into pain I have drowned again 

 

In the shadow of broken dreams 

I've once grieved 

And now I grieve again 

In love I fell and drowned 

Never regret a feeling 

Never regret that i have loved 

But I regret the nights I spent 

Building dreams from fragile leaves 

And praying the wind won't blow again 

But who am I to live again ?  

 

I remember this smell 

I've been here before 

I remember these ghosts 

Dancing over my loss 

 

Abused, forsaken 

Dying and crying 

Nothing seems to be okay

I'm here again, suffering again 

Why do I have to keep 

Walking alone 

Surrounded with sorrow and woe 

When I can end it ? 

 

It's time to surrender to death 

And lose my self within its mystery 

I long to taste serenity

And dive into the depths of eternity