LOsing My battle

I honestly dont know how to describe this one

why can't I be like her

Why can't I be like him

Why must I give

when I wanna cry and up and just give in

To me that's bull s***

I'm through with this

it's bull s***

Screw this

I'm stuck here

Living life

They say see day well all i see is  night

There's no light

There is No fight

I wish i could give in tonight

But it's not right i need to fight

Just wish I could see on spec of light

In my life

My fight

I'll fight my demons tonight

Find my chaser an slam it down

Need to find some way to just calm down

And win my battles

I'm fighting hard

Tho it feels like losing

Oh my lord

End this

I'm pissed

Help me see the light that  i miss

Screw this

No Not this

I'll find a way to end it

End it all

You see her scars

Shell DIE A LEGEND JUST PRESS RECORD

Now love me hate me

You find a way to bait me

Into the dark where i see no light

And when I fall it's an endless fight

And tonight

I'll let my wing take flight

Find a way to heal and deal

and finally see the light

I'll Take flight

Now i know it's dark and i know it's hard

But it's time the world saw my open scars

Saw the way I feel and the way I deal

And it's time they know this s*** is real

It's not some act and it's not a phase

It's not my teenage rebellious ways

It's not some way of crying out

Kids like me need a way out

A way to say

how we feel

Give us a way that we can deal

Find us a home where were not alone  

Where the moms and dads are in our zone

They know how we feel and how we make our pact

They know this s*** Ain't just an act

They'd take us in with open arms

And wouldn't send us to the loony farms

They'd embrace our flaws every night

And Find a way for us to fly

For us to sore

out the door into the world we don't fear no more

And it's a shame

That They’ll never see

The things they do

to kids like me

Who's memories

Are fading away

Fading away into the dying days

All because you have no heart

All because you like the dark

Hear me cry

Hear my plea

And fly away

Away with with me

Where were  free

We can be free

One two three four

Nobody has to feel this pain anymore

We run our lives

And we play your game but in the end

It's all the same

Reviews

[Onlyme]

Hard hitting, raw, edgy, speaks the truth, real life, hardships of dealing with the everyday rut of living life at times. We all feel deep down at times. And that no bullshit either. Believe me. I hear you. Just take each day as it comes. And a little step towards the light. Knowing others do relate and feel your pain and woes and upsets. Keep expressing yourself and getting it out.