QTJ

And if I fall asleep

With tears in my eyes tonight

Know I'm not hiding my pride

Stop thinking I'm lying

And believe I'm just right

Smiling and crying with dreams,

I will fight

To hold you and miss you

And whisper so clear

That love hasn't escaped

And with space,

I'm here

To wrap you and continue my fighting for you

To keep you inside of this cloud you live near

Above my fluffy blanket and the plane in the sky

Know I'm looking down at you, this one single time

And reflecting on images of you and your smile

The way that you look and what you're doing the while

I presume I can't sit and depress over you

But instead,

Make a dream of white paint

And thorned lollipops

Come true

Of a key you grip tight and await to unlock

When I'm home and looking in your blue eyes of a

Mess you attempt to clean up

But here in your room, I came here for you

And try not to fall fast in my confusion of thought

Lose no hope that I will return

Cause soon, my love, the haze will form again

With the sand sticking to your soft skin

You remind me of it, again and again

And so I count down to every hours remaining

The seconds, the days

The time that I'm waiting

The first and only person I'm willing to see

Risking it all, just for you and for me

The tighter my hands get, the nervous I am

And hoping you haven't given up on our plan

And every time you fall asleep, including tonight

If your tears spill out,

Reflect on images of me

And my smile

The way that I look and what I'm doing the while

And forget not everything