LEAVING
I really just want to leave deep in my soul just go.
No stopping no thinking just go wherever my exhale
takes me.
I rarely exhale, breath held till I'm about to pass out.
Always waiting for the other shoe to drop, most of
the time it does.
Who am I kidding I'm tethered to every fear that keeps
me here, bound by the what if's the negative voices
be them my own or some one else's.
Tied up so tight I can barley breath feeling every single
cell and atom in this oh so tired body.
I just want to leave deep in my soul, just go maybe
someday , today its just not an option no matter my
desire for choice.
Debbie Kelly ( Debbie Philly )
662016