Lost and So Alone

Have you ever  so alone

that you were lost in your own mind?

Lost in the crazy land

of confusion, depression, and thought. 

When 'friends' leave you

for not a single reason, but for

their own insane thoughts.

Have you ever felt so alone

that no matter how surrounded 

you were by people you still were all

by yourself. 

For as long as I can remember

I've never had a true friend.

They were there for a while

  but gone when needed most.

Therefore I have always felt so alone.

Lost in my own dreams, nightmares, 

thoughts, beliefs, and ideas.

I will always feel so alone.

Lost in my own mind.