Yet I wish, Yet I want

I miss you, 

yet I don't.

I want you back, 

yet I want nothing to do with you. 

I wish you were mine, 

yet I wish you were gone.

I want to stare into your dark blue eyes once more, 

yet I know I can't.

I wish I could feel the warmth of your hugs one last time, 

yet my arms hang limply by my sides.

I want you to stop and realize that I want you back, 

yet move on with your life and leave me behind.

I wish my feelings for you would stop, 

yet I know that may never happen.

I want things to be like they used to, 

yet I know things will never be the same. 

I miss you, 

yet I don't.

I miss you, 

I really do.