Laying awake, waiting for you to text me. Why can't you see how much this hurts me? No call or text for days upon days? I used to be your number one. When did this change? I feel like I'm alone, With no one to care. You used to be that someone. Why did you disappear? You say that you love me, then show it. It isn't just a word. I lay awake at night, thinking this over in my head. Have you found someone else? Is our love dead? I keep hoping that it isn't, but what can I say? With the way you have been lately, what else am I supposed to think? I love you with all my heart, and I feel like you don't care. I feel like I am just some girls heart for you to use then throw away like an old shirt that you used to wear. Can you show me otherwise so that I don't have to think this way? Can you show me the love that I need to keep me going through each day? Please show me soon, so that I don't cry to sleep each night for each time I don't get a reply, the thoughts that you don't love me haunt me until I cannot take it anymore. I fall asleep and have dreams of you, leaving me for someone else, for someone new. Please just try to talk to me once a day... So that these fears will go to rest.... </3