Sitting Here

A Poem by PetiteGemini

It just came to me

Sitting here in this dark, empty room
I am locked away from the light.
No one can hear my cries
As I beg to be saved.

I wish to be normal,
Not have these thoughts of death.
I have my baby to think of,
Yet I still want to die.

I wish that I didn't have these thoughts,
That they would just disappear,
Yet every time I wish them away,
They come back to haunt me.

Can you please save me?
Please make me happy.
My life... It needs joy.
And so does my baby and I.

Love doesn't bring happiness...
It just brings hurt.
The only thing that can bring happiness
Is happiness from others.

Please help me be happy
For I can't do it on my own.
I need help
To see the happiness in this world.