I don't mean to

Song lyrics about how I currently feel.

I don't mean to disconnect from you,

It's just something I have to do,

For me to let out all the anger and the sorrow,

that I have to bear,

Caring too much for this old broken heart,

pumping as hard as it can against,

this empty cage of mine,

So Take this knife and open it,

Inside this ribcage of mine you'll find,

a torn and breaking heart,

I'm pleading,I'm praying,I'm hoping,

for a better day but who's to say

that everything will be okay,

prone for bad luck from the start,

a heart that's hanging onto the little hope that's left,

This hope of something better,

Just hanging by a thread that's about to snap,

So Take this knife and open it,

Inside this ribcage of mine you'll find,

a torn and breaking heart,

I'm pleading,I'm praying,I'm hoping,

for a better day but who's to say

that everything will be okay,

a few hours from the pain,

i feel inside,

consuming every part of me,

I know I got better for a while,

and have no reason to feel what i feel,

but what i feel is real,

and i'm trying to shift,

these vacant feelings that i've kept to myself for so long,

Found it easier to create a song,

that i don't belong,

not here maybe not on this earth

So Take this knife and open it,

Inside this ribcage of mine you'll find,

a torn and breaking heart,

I'm pleading,I'm praying,I'm hoping,

for a better day but who's to say

that everything will be okay,

seems like everyone forgets and regrets that I am here,

born to mean nothing but i gotta be something

every one seems to dig deeper and deeper

in my back just waiting for me to crack

I'm pleading,I'm praying,I'm hoping,

for a better day but who's to say

that everything will be okay,

who's to say

that everything will be okay,

who's to say

that everything will be okay

Author's Note

What do you think of my first set of lyrics?
What do I need to improve on?

Reviews

[Mercury]

I think it's beautiful , it's a great set of lyrics , I think when people have been through a lot or even a little they can create such amazing pieces of work and that's what you have done here .

[Charley]

I'm so sorry that this is such a late reply,I was really ill over the last month so forgive me for that one.

Thank you, It's a very new thing for me to try since I am not open with my feelings
or to be more precise; how to express them and how I am actually feeling.
I really appreciate your comments & I'm so glad you like my lyrics.

[Mercury]

Its okay hope your feeling better , I understand I find it very hard to even tell people how I feel so normally I find songs that sum up my emotions and honestly these lyrics seem so understanding to me