Ruined

 

This ground we walk on
Forged by man
Intelligent race
So f*****g ignorant
 

This air we breathe
Filled with the intolerable presence of hate
We are corrupted
This Pathetic Race
We destroy to create

It makes me sick
What dies inside
But you will not see it
Not as long as I'm alive

Worship your false gods
A sense of hope
Religion rots your ignorant minds
We will forever burn beneath this godless sky

Love
A sense of importance
A reason to live
But is it all a lie?

But how can I love you?
When I hate myself more?
My worthless life will never be adored

What the hell was I thinking?
I'm living this lie
It's this feeling I love
With the intolerable pain
That is still inside

I look into your eyes as you smile
And see a broken soul
Apathetic smile
Hide the pain

Your misery
The state of suffering
The darkness surrounding us
This painful obsession
She's hurting herself and it's hurting me

And it dwells within me
Underneath my lies
This fear won't allow me to say
But it's screaming inside

Faith put into a f*****g knife
I can bleed no longer
My hate is blind

Pessimistic views darken my days
Show me who I am
What the f**k has happened to me?

I feel like a corpse
Dead
Inside and out
Who the f**k am I?
Where have I gone?

True self
Locked away within this body
I miss who I used to be

Where has my feeling gone?
I miss it more than you
I am ruined
My apathetic smile is broken
This soul is rotten

And so my heart is scarred again
But love remains
Deep down inside
Maybe it should always be this way

Go ahead my love
You're not who you used to be
Ignore me
Corrupt me
Lie to me
Stab your hate into me
Try to make me feel again

Crucify my worthless life
Exclude this body
My soul remains

And so my mind is polluted with lies
My judgment is raped
We all live to die
This world is ruined.