My Love

Unfortunately love isn't for everyone.

I’ve always felt I wasn’t worthy

You were always better

More than I could ever

 

I have always wanted you

In my heart

But I don’t have one

Only empty space

 

I’ve considered a change

But I don’t see a point

It’s useless to me now

I like my comfort place

 

I am as cold as ever

The ice burns my bones

Chills the empty space

 

It feels good

At least it did

Now I feel nothing

My Insides are broken

 

Is this life somehow better

I could be headed toward destruction

But the chill in body is welcoming

 

What good is life without you

It’s why I don’t consider myself a living thing

I am dead

 

It’s not so bad

I don't need to change

I'll survive

If I remain the same

Author's Note

A poem about someone who doesn't want to change their damaging ways. They think they're safe in their comfort zone.

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